Eh...

I'm tired. Bone-deep, soul-worn tired.
I know, I know, I always complain about being tired.

Today I'm just worn out.
Work has been rough lately and I've gotten physically hammered. I have bruises and bumps and "strained muscles" in my back, shoulder and ankle. My blood pressure used to be 120/60 and it's currently sitting at 160/90. Work just isn't a joy anymore.

Relationship stuff is just exhausting. I know that some things really needed to change in the friendship department, but I'm hurting over it. Sundays are horrible. It doesn't usually get to me the rest of the week but on Sundays it's right there in my face and I don't know how to deal with the emotional tangle going on inside me.

I really, REALLY need a vacation.

On the bright side of things...
I've been doing a lot of hard, emotional work. It's also exhausting, but I'm slowly getting better. My thinking's getting a bit more rational, my emotions are more reasonable and my behavior - despite some notable stupidness - is healthier than it has been in months.

And God and I are back on speaking terms. I'm talking to Him again. This is very good.

Circumstances are awful right now, but I'm ok.
Nice feeling.